The Lord is good!

Last night after I wrote on here a friend called and she prayed for me and helped me to fight the fog that was trying to come in.After I got off the phone the Lord spoke to me and gave me a verse in Ephesians which reminds me that I need to stand,and to remember that I am not fighting against flesh and blood but against the spiritual forces of darkness.And if I stand He will be with me.

The Rehabilitation story.

Well I went to the place where they are going to help me live with the pain and get back to work. I like the back stretches that we do in the mornings but the rest of the day is long and boring. On Thursday I went in and told them I was sore so they told me to only do 5 minutes of my stuff at a time and see how I did. The therapist than called me in and did a deep massage on my back and leg which felt ok till I tried to get up and than it was over. I have been off work for over a year and right this minute I feel like I am back at square one. I can't climb stairs or move very fast. To top it all off I have to go back there on Monday so they can teach me to live with the pain and keep up whatever they want from me. I will go because I need to I am not happy but I will turn it over to Him who carries me because I need to be carried.

Getting ready for work.

Well I start a new program on Monday the 24 of November which is going to get me back to work. I am happy that I will be going back to work. I miss the kids and the friends I have made there. I am not looking forward to the program that they want to put me on as it is for 6 weeks, than back to work. Oh well whatever.

It is hard to believe that it will be a year since my granddaughter was born she is so sweet. My daughter is so blessed with a great baby.I am trying to figure out what to buy her as she has so much already. Not sure but I guess I will figure it out before her birthday. Maybe a new car seat or some toys. The hardest thing is her birthday is just before Christmas and so I don't want to spend alot of money now as I will have to have something for Christmas too.

For Christmas this year my husband and I have decided not to give each other a gift, well that is not really true. What we are doing is giving to some cause that we feel is better than giving to each other when we have all our needs met. I realized the other day that the Lord has blessed me with all my needs and even some of my wants. I need to now look at what I can do for someone else. I think we are going to but some chickens or fill some school bags for some children in Africa.Plus I think we will give to Harvest here in the city.